My wife just sent me some pictures. Portray my daughter the day of his birthday party. You can not understand what a joy to see them, but at the same time, how much melancholy. I'm not ashamed to say, I cried like a baby. After all this blog has a big heart completely naked, my heart. The heart of a father who leaves for a better future to his daughter. I write straight off, do not even want to read these lines. No mediation. Sincere words. I know what my choice is "socially" discussed (in the words of my friend that I greet and thank Fefè), but I do not care what they say, because my conscience is the cleanest place in the world. I never knew envy before. Believe me. Only small envy, for stupid things. Never thought that someone had something I could or should envy. But now I do. I envy the parents who bring their children to horse, caress them, talking with them, embrace them, feel their fragrance, they look into their eyes. Here, each week, the cruise ship docks of Disney. Families happy landing, full of their being a family, the perfect place. I am a Skypefather. I see my daughter through a webcam on the screen of my pc. Somehow I am close, somehow knows that there are. Thanks to Skype, the world is smaller, my daughter is a bit 'happier, I breathe the wonderful time that grows inside her, offering it to the world. I am a father made of pixels and packets of data that does not interact with her daughter, thousands and thousands of miles away. I'm not afraid, I know I'll always be her daddy. Because the first man of any woman is her dad. But this I have already said. Camilla, I look forward to you being with me. I'll take you to play with the dolphins, and will not stop looking at you and caress you.
Hello little girl. Your dad.
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