On a clear day. I woke up at 8 am with the ringing of a phone call from Paul Parron, then that is my father. I wanted to get some sleep 'more, but it's always nice when someone searches for you. I worked for hours at a training program on the diamonds that I have to submit soon. I went to the beach, maybe a couple of hours. I dipped several times in the wonderful sea and warm, many fish were swimming next to me and a few children of color. On deck, I kept on working. Next to me a Swedish family soon moved to Nassau: watching them, a beautiful family together. Happy with their transfer.
Then I went to the grocery store and back. Now I work a bit 'on my blog. More and more people visit it from around the world. I like to do things like that. It was so for the songs, for my stories, a novel whose work for years. Now it is so for the blog. This blog is successful, and I am really happy. I have not tried anyone today. I want to be alone. Last night I went out as announced in Luke and Laura. We went to the Dicky Mo's, a nice little place where we drank beer and ate a conch burger absurd. Those with the Bahamian conch (a shellfish that is a bit 'what is most important that there is here) we do pretty much everything. The beauty is that we asked for a cheeseburger!! We talked a lot, then I was overcome by fatigue and alcohol and we went home. The two of them early this morning left for New York, then will go to Italy, lucky them. I know it seems absurd that someone you refer to "envy" to two friends who come back to Italy. They are the Bahamas, I should be happy. Well, draw your own comments. I think only to work here. If I were to say that I enjoy, I would say a colossal lie. This is not the first time that I live abroad for a long time, but this time is different. Worry, I will not start talking about how to miss my daughter. You already know. You already know that weight falls on my soul.
The other night, like almost every night, we gathered in the park of the complex where I live, facing the pool. Some people, it is appropriate to say, coming from all over the world: there is Roger, a Scot, Paul, of Manchester, Olaf, Dutch, another Paul who has a tangled history, lived a little 'all the world before ending up here (it's the engineer in charge of the regular bus traffic in Nassau), there is Greg, an American of Los Angeles, Carlton, Bahamian-skinned, Maggie, Chinese, some Japanese, some Belgians , Swedish, Thai, French, Swiss, a pair of the Philippines (one, Mercury is my housekeeper, a professional as if they are few in the world) ... A truly international environment, and much davero very nice. Then all together, each evening, beer, guitar, songs, and laughter. All have looked a bit 'sad, however, I do not think my mental filter. The Bahamas will alienate. You cut a little 'out of touch. Now join them and sing with them to try to dispel this gloom.
Before I phoned my wife. This morning my sweet little girl, which I forgot to mention that the puppet on the terrace was not dead, is fine and moves a few inches every day. Yes, because here is full of snails, lizards, geckos, hummingbirds, butterflies, birds that I can not define, ants.
considerations do not know that you have taken from my blog about my family. Again, this blog is a naked heart. Please Take him over and take it to my family.
I think most of you is or is about to go on holiday. You will be struggling with the luggage, the car. Your heart is a bit 'lighter. Here ... A light heart I may not have one. Not because it has the immaculate conscience (rather than clean, all I do is work and not think of anything other than my family), but because there is something that weighs a ton. Those words that burn. Unspoken words that burn even more. And I'm so scared.
I hug my mother, I never say hello on this blog, and crying every time I hear it. Hello Mom. I have two big regrets not having never said enough, have you ever heard not enough. You are the best of mothers, like my father was the best of fathers. Maybe you're the only person who really knows me. Every time you think of me, do it with joy, as I do when I think of you. I remember when, long ago, you and Dad were the center of my life. I miss those walks that led me to do in the countryside, while you're picking flowers, I spoke, I caught a few times (remember?) Flowers for you too. I remember your smile when you came to take me to the home of a friend. I miss that smile. I remember summer evenings in the window waiting for me, until my brother and I (unhappy) did not return. I miss the serenity and the thoughtlessness of those nights. It was all so perfect. Hello Mom, I love you and miss you. And you're a really great mom. Do not cry because it's all right. Thanks for your valuable advice. And because I did everything you did for me. Without asking anything in return.
Vabbeh, my friends, now you have seen this too. You see, this blog is really a big heart made completely bare. We are all much closer. Hello.